I
want to gaze into another’s eyes and know exactly what they are thinking
To
see a look in those eyes as if I am the only one who matters to them.
I
want to find someone and then be unable to imagine life without them
Have
them tell me I am the only one for them, that I complete them and feel the same
way too.
I
want someone who I can say I will go to the end of the world for
Who
could easily crush my entire world in a matter of moments with just a few
words,
But
won’t.
Because
we are in love.
I
want to be inspired to write songs.
I
want to write cheesy love songs that are timeless and people get sick of
hearing,
But
love them all the same because they were written at the peak of love
And
express exactly how they want to feel for another.
A
feeling that not even words can express
A
feeling that one only knows once they have felt it,
And
forget its true feeling once it’s gone
So
they need to be reminded by songs and poetry
By
our songs.
I
want to have inside jokes
Jokes
that only we know, and only we can truly laugh at
Jokes
that others couldn’t understand even if we explained
But
they will join in the laughter because they want to be a part of it too
Because
they want to feel our happiness and share our moments with us
Because
they seem to be the happiest moments
Because
we seem to be the happiest two people around
Laughing
at our jokes
I
want to be skinny.
I
want not another calorie to ever pass these lips again
I
want to work out for hours and hours until I feel as though I can go on no
more,
And
then continue on
I
want it so bad I will throw up after my parents make me eat
I
will become angry at them; yell at them, when they don’t understand
When
they worry.
Because
they say I’m beautiful no matter what,
Even
when I feel hideous.
Disgusting.
Because
there is no way to hide my hips or stomach without pinching, or hurting
Because
I don’t look like those girls on the T.V. or in the magazines
And
I am conditioned to think they are how all girls are supposed to look.
And
I just want to feel sexy once in a while.
But
how can I when I can’t fit into those cute jeans or that top
When
I’m a size 8 instead of a size 2.
I
want to be beautiful
I
want to have flawless skin and perfect hair.
To
have mothers hope their daughters will look like me and the little girls to
hope so as well
I
want other girls to be jealous of my beauty, envious; yearn to look like me,
Wonder
why they can’t look more like me
And
boys to drool over it
Dream
about me at night, then be ashamed when they see me
Have
them all speechless when I approach them, nervous to be around me
I
want all the boys to want me, but I only want one
I
want to be compared to actresses, super models, singers, and goddesses
Told
by others that I am the most beautiful girl they have ever seen
I
want to be young forever
I
want to party every night, all night with friends
And
wake up in the morning and not remember parts of last night
But
that will be OK because I have no where I need to be
No
responsibilities, no obligations
I
want to dance
Dance
with friends, dance with strangers, dance with anyone who wants to dance
Because
on a dance floor, we are all friends, we are all family
We
are all there for the same purpose
To
be free of everything and forget who we are for a while
And
we can be whoever we want to be
But
most importantly
Above
everything else I want to be,
Something
I am willing to give up everything else for
For
this is the most important thing of all
And
the one probably most forgotten
And
often least desired
I
want to be me.
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